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Diluted qualms in your hymn

I am dreaming in the intensity of your trance

Suspended in the in-sanity of your prose

Surreal in the certainty of what is

Within your eyes I found mine

Procrastinate my delirium

I will reshape my words until they find yours

Crying loud desires

In surrender I so

Submerge myself in you

Confess my love to you

Deep-en your melody

Reverse in verve once more

Carelessly let love make us

While we angel, make us love

I will rephrase my words until they find yours

Prey to our sins

Loud again my moans hush

Silence becomes music

Under the shower soaked

Besieged in desire

I will revive my words until they find yours

Quench the sea of its thirst

In elation sweat, steam and

Sweet againt sweat

We remain unharmed

I will rest my heart in yours

Uncertainly sage

Serene linger our song

"Beauty Full " - A Step Closer II

Within then again without

For all the things that I am and I’m still yet to become

I find peace inside my soul

The flowers keep in bloom

Indeed I am, blessed

For sole things that are worth, smile deeply and with intent healing those that are not.

The magnificence of no words is implicit in love.

Adarah

by, Lenna Santos

" Beauty Full " - A Step Closer

Thankful

For labeled bad and good things in life
For the breath taken every day that again I am given a choice
The love and elation
I embrace you

Aware

That it’s only one the life we’re blessed to live
That true love comes from within
And we are ultimately the makers of our own faith

Content

In the moments I share with myself
When silence becomes music
And seclusion is path, “way through “
To know that rays of bliss are colorless

Whole

When I look back and declare each second of my life worth living once more
When in my mind I am free of judgment
When there’s no effort to breath
And seek nothing but to exist in this very moment

Blessed

To know that all my heart desires are already mine
When I cease to crave tomorrow
And see the flowers that today blossom at my feet

Beautiful

Within then again without
For all the things I am and I still yet to become
When I find peace inside my soul
Haven in these words

this too shall pass

Today I woke up not much inspired, not much delighted by life charm's, sometimes it's just not easy to keep a smile on your face.

"This too shall pass" , I tell myself day after day nevertheless its hard to believe after considering how harsh it gets, yet again, no one ever alleged it was going to be painless.

For all of us, there's a call to create some sort of balance. Something not just to hang on but to rely on;other then ourselves.

I once had a "feel good journal" a place I would put pen to paper, draw, paint whatever good feelings came to my mind, and has hard it got I still had plenty!!!

I had pictures, dried flowers, " recortes de jornal ", my children's paints ... little things of beauty ...

.... every now and then I would bump into " notes " left by them when I was not watching, just about anything, it was a colorfull and peacefull breathing space, it always made me smile, made me appreciate and be glad about those petite things in life most of the time we're too busy to notice.

Today I woke up note much inspired, not one bit delighted by life " charm's " yet again, as night falls there's still something worth breathing for and being grateful for cuz in the end it's only one (life) we're blessed to live.

Today, I celebrate my joy, inspiration my drive... my pride ... I celebrate my children!